my online worlds collide…dreams, reality, and more finding each other.
In November 2023 I lived one of the worst days of my life. I was diagnosed with kidney cancer, and at the time the diagnosis was made, the tumor was 5.5 centimeters. At that point, it had been a month since the…
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In the turn of a month’s time, there has been nearly a daily report of the passing of a pet, a relative of a friend, a sibling, and the near loss of one of our own pets on New Year’s Eve, followed by a miraculous recovery, all accompanied by increases to “found knowledge” for me in my home recording techniques – seriously, the revelation of something so simple that I was not paying attention to while recording in my processes – it’s not only shortened my album completion time but also created new work to go back and repair a few things – (more on that later) but if anything, the evidence that the “circle of life” is constantly in flow, no question about that.
In 2014, an asteroid crashed into the earth. This happens far more frequently than we hear of, and most of these items either burn up in the atmospheric entry phase or are so small that they make little to no…
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a light was briefly shining.. Recapturing energies – the act of harnessing self and eradicating negativity – from a few years back is hard. But it is not impossible. However, to do so, I must learn to shake loose of…
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t was sad to have the mental imagery of the person I knew ever getting to a place where they were so alone and without someone to talk to that they went to “that place”; because after having spent many hours in “that place” myself, I know what a lonely and scary station that is. I ended up with scenario after scenario in my head and it all led to sadness.
Signs, Signs, everywhere a sign….. Several months back as I started to have a rather intense reawakening to some things in life, I realized that this line from the song is a true everyday occurrence. I do believe that…
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“ALL THE OUTRAGES”….. Let’s start with vocabulary, shall we? Ok, now, there are so many directions that this blog post could go. We could go political, obviously, but it seems like that is just a guarantee for failure these days…
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For the past few weeks I’ve been trying to figure out the best way to phrase “this”, because it’s delicate, and the more that happens in our world these days regarding this situation the more delicate it is made to…
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What version are we on? Excuse me, intern, can you check something, please? Do I have the latest rewrites? Did you get me today’s pages? I can never tell anymore… this wasn’t the script I prepared for today. Where’s the…
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